is it ok to like a girl who has a boyfriend. who decided she’s found someone she like, and who makes her happy, and who isn’t you. is it ok, that you try to make her smile. no, only boyfriends are allowed that privilege.
is it ok you try to be funny when you’re not a fun person, that you try to be brave when you’re not a brave person, talkative when you’re not a man of many words. its ok if i keep it all bottled up. its ok.
how do i just be your friend. thats all i want. not to be stupid. not to have to wonder what to do with this necklace in my closet. why cant i just be your friend. why can’t i seem to be any girls, just a friend.